"Someone once told me that you have to choose,
What you win or lose,
You can’t have everything."
Seriously speaking the mood for Raya is already fading, seriously.
Wanna know why?
Mum just asked me to go try out my baju raya and i simply answered later ah lazy la.
And she replied, tomorrow dont come to me and say this la, that la. Go iron yourself!
So, after hearing her last sentence, i dragged myself to try out the outfit and handled it to her for ironing.
See!
Usually i'll be jumping up and down to try out the baju, but look what's happening now?
Arghhh.
I simply cant really understand myself lately.
Been sucha lazy bitchy pig who screwed up
Been kinda of immature(???) i guess?
And practically just gazing around doing nothing but slacking at home, making me the wanted ingredient for a argument to start.
Yeah, life's like that huh?
And lately i find myself hard to cry out my emotions.
After i heard the takbir, i was like ok. And thats all. Usually sadness will be filled but No it didnt!
Maybe...
After my friendship status goes haywire.
Yeah, yeah a wrong topic to start out.
Next time, alrights.
Well, all the experiences i gained during the incampus year this year have made me a strong girl.
A strong girl who couldnt cry out her emotions despite several attempts.
Sighs.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, EVERYONE. MOHON MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN. ENJOY YOUR DAY COLLECTING GREEN PACKETS!
So what if it hurts me and break me down?
