Actually after much much of 9859232048587073105399 thinking, the matter that i assumed is small is getting big.
And we're dealing with two right now, instead of one.
One, that she doesnt accept it when i said she changed.
Two, the sun memory walk, that i think is the main one.
And i got the feeling that, they're accusing me for starting the fire.
What more can i said, minority loses.
I cant believe my schedule for the week is packed.
I didnt even planned any schedule for this week.
All i planned is to spend time at home, tidying up my room digging out any 'rubbish' i can find, helping mummy with daily chores like i used too, learn cooking and baking at least and inducing quality time with novels and hadiths.
Seems i cant.
With interviews going on in sch and training and some volunteering work they're asking me to be in, there goes my week.
With the probs arising that i need to settle with friends this thurs and with the training the first, the settlement the second and the volunteering work the last, thursday is going to be hectic.
Well, action have consequences, and since i already agreed to thurs then i have to.
Its not i've been giving a choice.
Yes, i prefer meeting tml but, i shld take it that they arent happy i changed the day.
And i think the only way is for me to shuddup coz the more i talk she's simply jumping to conclusion.
And i dont wish her to bring back her old thoughts, thinking of suicide.

I've been memorizing my hadiths for the past couple of hours.
Reading my novels and simply getting prepared for interviews.
Finally i have time to make my homemade strawberry mask.
Hmmm, the smell of it is so yummy.
Speaking of which im craving for the oreo cheesecakes from ytd. (;
Hah.
YANA, I'LL UPLOAD THE PICCIES SOOON!!!
Oh yeah, not forgetting one of my friend is going Bangkok tml.
Take cares and enjoy yourself over there, Mel.
Have a safe trip back.
Oh, i just gotten a call from, Mel.
So, my feelings are right.
Hmmm, all the best.
Sayonaras.

catch it if you can.

Actually after much much of 9859232048587073105399 thinking, the matter that i assumed is small is getting big.
And we're dealing with two right now, instead of one.
One, that she doesnt accept it when i said she changed.
Two, the sun memory walk, that i think is the main one.
And i got the feeling that, they're accusing me for starting the fire.
What more can i said, minority loses.
I cant believe my schedule for the week is packed.
I didnt even planned any schedule for this week.
All i planned is to spend time at home, tidying up my room digging out any 'rubbish' i can find, helping mummy with daily chores like i used too, learn cooking and baking at least and inducing quality time with novels and hadiths.
Seems i cant.
With interviews going on in sch and training and some volunteering work they're asking me to be in, there goes my week.
With the probs arising that i need to settle with friends this thurs and with the training the first, the settlement the second and the volunteering work the last, thursday is going to be hectic.
Well, action have consequences, and since i already agreed to thurs then i have to.
Its not i've been giving a choice.
Yes, i prefer meeting tml but, i shld take it that they arent happy i changed the day.
And i think the only way is for me to shuddup coz the more i talk she's simply jumping to conclusion.
And i dont wish her to bring back her old thoughts, thinking of suicide.

I've been memorizing my hadiths for the past couple of hours.
Reading my novels and simply getting prepared for interviews.
Finally i have time to make my homemade strawberry mask.
Hmmm, the smell of it is so yummy.
Speaking of which im craving for the oreo cheesecakes from ytd. (;
Hah.
YANA, I'LL UPLOAD THE PICCIES SOOON!!!
Oh yeah, not forgetting one of my friend is going Bangkok tml.
Take cares and enjoy yourself over there, Mel.
Have a safe trip back.
Oh, i just gotten a call from, Mel.
So, my feelings are right.
Hmmm, all the best.
Sayonaras.

catch it if you can.